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Monday, January 15, 2007
Trying to feel comfortable in my own skin

I would think that i can take uncertainty and ambiguity but you know the more 2007 unravels, the more scared i feel. Is it the expectations because im older now, how is the coming year going to turn out like? Where and who am i going to live with, who can i get support from when my family is so far away from me? How is my new course going to treat me? Am i going to graduate on time and also find a job that will allow me to embrace my passion, fufill my dreams ( to a certain extent) and also acknowledge my hard work dedicated to the company.......

There are just so many ifs and questions. I know that being positive is the way, but the feeling of being scared is just creeping up on me.

im just a lil scared, i just worry........what's going to happen......

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love nicole
1/15/2007 11:28:00 PM


the missy*

Nicole MOster
Currently employed by MontBlanc Boutique Melbourne Graduated from the University of Queensland Business Management majoring in International Business.




my hearts*

Love.Elegance.Scents.Florals.
My charms.
Globetrotting around the world.
My babes and hunks
Smelling nice.
Soufflé, all French Desserts, fresh bread, Japanses cuisine
My homes HongKong, Australia
Orchids, Roses, Edelweiss, Peonies
SOund of Music, Pirates of the Carribean
Bunnies bunnies bunnies
Cuddly Forever Friends bears big and small
To Paris with him.



my crosses*

People who always have their head up in the clouds.
Plain meaness from the heart.



Currently.....*

Reading - Eckhart Tolle - A New Earth



my dreams*

Graduate
A ticket to globetrott Paris, France,Greek Islands, Europe with him
Elsa Peretti Letter cursive "n" pendent. Heart lock charms
Bang & Olufsen Speakers
An personalised photo Anya Hindmarch bag
Paiget G33U0036, G38U1900
Damier canvas Azur Alexandra wallet
small ring agenda in damier canvas or Ivoire epi leather
Eugenie Wallet in Ivoire Epi Leather
Speedy 30 in Damier Canvas in Azur
L'OCCITANE's shea butter and almond range
Lladró Porcelain
La Maison Goyard bags and diaries, passport holder in white print
The allure brown K800i



the song*


going crazy (remix) - natali




Well of words*




counter
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my darlinks*

Stil in construction

missy's oldies*

  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • September 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • March 2009



    • my thank yous*


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